for serious this time.
i hate school. i am completely not where i wanted to be by this point in my college career, and that probably dates back to RU losing my transcripts and eventually just placing me on cook instead of douglass, where i really wanted to go and wanted to strive to be a "woman leader on campus" blah blah blah. i dont think im cut out for this. i dont excell as much as i want to for the amount of work that i think i do, and i got stuck with two shitty teachers this semester that might really royally rip me a new asshole. i just want to get out of here and do things with my life that feel more meaningful than wasting $18,000 that i dont have. but at least i have this...
(edited) conversation via text message that saved my life: (late tuesday night...wednesday morning)
me: it would really help if you'd call or text me when you have time, i could really use a smile right now. you know you always make my day
mitchell: I'm currently getting raped by my paper. Getting raped is not as fun as I thought it would be!
me: hope your paper turns out well. i am going to get a UCSB hoodie when i visit. guess what?
mitchell: thats because we own you! you are going to have passionate make up sex with (unnamed)?
amanda: no. and since you're obnoxious, im not telling you.
mitchell: tell me you cunt sucking whore
me: I just wanted to tell you that you are my hero and that I cant wait to see you and i'm really stressed and it makes me happy im talking to you.
mitchell: thats all great and everything but you made me guess something so you better not leave me with this bullshit anti-climax.
me: you made it a climax for yourself, i just said guess what. ill tell you something though, i hooked up with joselyn.
mitchell: thats old news. jk. what did you guys do?
me: im just kidding, we didnt. can u send me a nice good night text so i can go to sleep?
mitchell: the greatest gift in life is life itself. everybody dies but not everybody really lives. so live it up to the fullest and dont let the petty get in the way of the prize. -1:59am
(edited) conversation via text message that saved my life: (late tuesday night...wednesday morning)
me: it would really help if you'd call or text me when you have time, i could really use a smile right now. you know you always make my day
mitchell: I'm currently getting raped by my paper. Getting raped is not as fun as I thought it would be!
me: hope your paper turns out well. i am going to get a UCSB hoodie when i visit. guess what?
mitchell: thats because we own you! you are going to have passionate make up sex with (unnamed)?
amanda: no. and since you're obnoxious, im not telling you.
mitchell: tell me you cunt sucking whore
me: I just wanted to tell you that you are my hero and that I cant wait to see you and i'm really stressed and it makes me happy im talking to you.
mitchell: thats all great and everything but you made me guess something so you better not leave me with this bullshit anti-climax.
me: you made it a climax for yourself, i just said guess what. ill tell you something though, i hooked up with joselyn.
mitchell: thats old news. jk. what did you guys do?
me: im just kidding, we didnt. can u send me a nice good night text so i can go to sleep?
mitchell: the greatest gift in life is life itself. everybody dies but not everybody really lives. so live it up to the fullest and dont let the petty get in the way of the prize. -1:59am
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