let down

let myself down this evening... dinner took my mind off it (and i was like "ahhhhhhh X")
but at least i have
10. work tomorrow and friday and xmas
9. nemo tomorrow night
8. cali in a few weeks
7. friday night with secret homie
6. my sweet speakers to listen to music on my laptop
5. fun rabbi things on tuesday night at the library with M people
4. a spring semester of fun and interesting classes (for once)
3. the treadmill (uhhh i should be on that instead of this)
2. joselyn -- live saver bringing home my shit i forgot
1. an A on my final eng. paper