home is where.. the heart is.

well, home on break. friday night we had 8 guests for dinner and it was awesome. the weekend came around and i hung out with my family mainly.. but worked sunday. i realize that i hate working there before i go (5:30am) and after i work (3pm). but while im there i have a good time running around with lesley and piotr and althoguh karen cannot count and always f's up my pay and i have to have her fix it (since its under the table), i guess ill stick there for the side cash until i have something better to do.

yesterday was purim... pics up on webshots. went to lakewood with sam and ben and jason.. met up with all our jews there and had a bLAST!

the weather is deceiving.. looks like nice out but its really back to freezing cold and i cant deal with that. i want to wear nice warm sunny clothes but im going to have to throw the hoodie back on today i think.. im craving it. (you know, the brown one that is really soft from old navy? i only wear it EVERY DAY at school.)

jackson outlets... this weekend? yes.

friday night: viviana come for dinner, go to see titanic at EAST (oy vey). but get to see my beauty vivi.

im really out of shape. im really sick of it. im really meaning it this time. the gym is a serious thing when i get back to fucking school.. i have OUTFITS to fit in for the bar mitzvah in a month (eeeek.)

bye.

p.s. home isnt that bad. yet. and last night i went to barnes and noble with ben and heather and we had a good time even though i make fun of ben accidentally and i know it hurts his feelings but ill try to stop . hehahah

in lavs room

miamiiiiiiii south beachhhh bringing the heattttt can ya'll feel thattttt check it outtttt

in vals room with jen and val singing to will smith and relient fucking K like old timesss

all night on the beach till the break of dawnnnnn

val brushes teeth


i ate the banana that seva and dave gave me that looked like a dick that said live strong on it because i was hungry

ok bye

bday.

Auto response from REiGNMaN29:
REiGNMaN29: but deep down you love me for it
macNcheese227: deep down i want to kill 70 human beings because of you being in my life

heppy birthdoi amanda

macNcheese227: thank you for the birthday present known as
macNcheese227: sleep deprivation

Auto response from macNcheese227:
last night...
REiGNMaN29: whats your plan tomorrow? i say you wake up take three shots, go to your exam, take three more shots, go to your group project, take three more shots, go to class, take three more shots, write 1 page of your paper like the intro, take three more shots, puke on mike, then take three more shots, and then call me. the end.
macNcheese227: <3>
REiGNMaN29: have some swweeet birthday dreams

p.s. mitch has a disclaimer that i left out the vulgar part about puking on joselyns body parts.
omc.*


good weekend.
thursday: friends here
friday: far rockaway
saturday: far rockaway and visitor when i got home
sunday: nyc with the fam
good times good presents good birthday :)

one more chad thing..

lisa:
BlinkWorthy: were you there when he asked me if i was goth? i was like ummm im wearing an off-white shirt...do i look goth?
BlinkWorthy: and then when we were at the dinner he came in late and he was like "is there any cream cheese left?"
BlinkWorthy: and it was gone so i let him know
BlinkWorthy: and he was like "oh so i can have some of yours? ill scrape it off your bagel"
BlinkWorthy: and then he said something about taking my lox and i ignored him

then i tell all of this to jordan...
JN64Lover: ohhhhhhh chad
macNcheese227: seriously
JN64Lover: what a character
JN64Lover: note the pronounciation of the ch in character

(this is why its the joke that never ends.) REALLY goodbye now.

oh my CHAD.

lets start with... thursday.
10. all the friends over for birthdays... fun !
9. they were: jos, jen, val, aaron, mike, amy, sam, jordan, lisa, yana, justin, david, zane, amanda3, umm...
8. had a slumber party :)
7. shabbaton friday.. FAR ROCKAWAYYYYY
6. van ride up always rocks... with my boyzzzzzzz and a few homegirls
5. shabbaton was so much fun. stayed with safirs in the big fun house. bonded with awesome people. made up a new code word.. chad... is that what they teach us on shabbatons?
4. i bet YOU didnt play kings with a rabbi's wife on friday night..
3. aaron came over to seriously study for a little bit tonight. we really read on a saturday night is that weird
2. going to ny tomorrow with fam for the monday bday...
1. i feel so reJEWvinated from everything... (you had to be there.)

new code: chad
use: "oh my chad..." or "i am going to go chad now" or "thats so chad" or maybe even "hey can i see your chad?" or "chad is wearing his jacket and touching seva.."

i love you guys, you know who you are. blurp. bye


editing a few minutes later after discussing things with a fellow chader:
macNcheese227: i forgot to say the use "chad must have been snorting on the corner" (sniffle)
JN64Lover: put it on there

i love these boys.

http://www.intellectualwhores.com/ladderintro.html
that is funny. go to it.

i love jordan dascal and aaron lukaszewicz (pronounced loo-kaz-o-witz).

goodnight.
that is all.

I've come to my senses, that I've become senseless. I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships. Every last conviction, I smoked them all away. I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way...So I sit and wait and wonder,"Does anyone else feel like me?" Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems...ill sing along, yea with every emergency. just sing along, im the king of catastrophes. im so far gone, that deep down inside i think its fine by me, im my own worst enemy. -less than jake.

what the fuck is with today? jordan and i get in trouble in a LECTURE for me accidentally letting out a single syllable laugh.. like, a yelp. that bitch. then, i go to lunch with jordan and dz. my necklace is not on my neck and I realize this probably too long after ive lost it.. so now, im really mad. since it had my really really important jewish star on it that was my moms.

really just need to not be here right now. really need the weekend and god dammit its only monday. not myself. what is going on? help.

the result: this is bullshit. all of it, all of you, all of everything, including myself. the end.

got fun things!

got fun things at the mall.

mike got my first bday present of the year.

then came home, and mary gave me my second.

and there will be pictures coming...

"When things in your life become stagnant, you know you're no longer happy with what you're doing, well then you figure out whats important to you. Then, create your own penis showing game...metaphorically speaking that is..." - waiting...
Sk8er4yomama: dat quote means a lot to me
macNcheese227: do you have your own penis showing game lol
Sk8er4yomama: no
Sk8er4yomama: i need one

shabbat lunch always wins. especially when dz, walzter and bengross are there.
gavin degrawing now. goign to the mall later. hmph.